I love her so. But I do not know how not to hurt her.
Friday, 3 March 2017
Wednesday, 14 December 2016
Sunday, 28 August 2016
8.23.16
**I had this for my b-day. Didn't get the chance to post it on FB. I found it safer not to. But yeah, here it is.**
I couldn’t thank God enough for the wonderful year. It was
not a perfect one, but definitely is as one of the best. I got to meet new
friends. Got reunited with old, old friends from the other side of the world. Strike
a couple of things from my bucket list. I
was showered with blessings, that helped me accomplished my dreams of
travelling more without having to leave a burden of debts after. Passing a
couple of storm was damn tough. I guess losing a part of you is to gain from
it. It starts to get uncommon but the contemporary is limitless. Still more is
to announce my engagement with Rio. The only person, who believed in me and
stayed proud of me. Who saw my flaws but sticked with me, who accepted
everything that I am without a single question, who never doubted my past, the one
who loved all that I love despite imperfections. She does not tolerate me but
she loved me wholeheartedly. And especially, to have friends, who disagree and
agree, who are crazy and fun, and who accepted my being and supported my identity.
Although the year has to complete its ingredients with pain and
disappointments, I chose stay on the safe side and guard myself from scars. I
am grateful for another year. A chance to be a better me. I pray for
forgiveness and healing, and I pray for guidance. I pray strength for those who
are struggling in the middle of crisis, whether financial or emotional. I thank
God for the lessons. Today, this year, the best of the best is yet to come….
Sunday, 12 April 2015
dear bro
dear
lord,
imissedu.
i have missed u. i have missed the persons in my heart.
as
they call out my name for their needs lord, lemme remember one thing.
my
promise to take care of them, no matter what. i forget that most of the times.
i
was too busy surviving my current days. i was too busy dreaming of chasing my
dreams.
i
was too busy waiting for that moment, that i'd finally get up and do it.
but
these people lord, are here now, waiting. i am sorry. im sorry for saying sorry
every
year. im sorry for saying sorry everytime i miss them. i am sorry for
eveything.
iloveu.
and i love them, i do. fill my heart with more love. love that would be enough
to
get me off my feet and do the things thati need to. thanku for your blessings.
thank
you for taking care of my needs. i wanna take care of their needs, but i need u
lord.
i
need u. i pray to u. i leave it in ur hands. thanku for this moment. i thank
every moment
i
get close to u like this. i feel u. and i know u r holding my hands. thank u.
iloveu.
jhie
thank u for the joy that people bring into my life.
Thursday, 9 April 2015
8 Months After
8 months ago. I found her.
I battled with my feelings for her and my fear.
But having her is just the most beautiful feeling.
And I can say...
Tuesday, 7 April 2015
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